It’s looking like the young man who last Sunday shot and killed four congregants and then himself at Colorado’s New Life Church, Ted Haggard’s former home, was a cast out from their youth ministry, probably because he failed their attempts to make him “ex-gay”.

As noted by Richard Rothstein, Mathew Murray posted on his blog that he had written letters to his mother, complaining that the church had forgiven Haggard, but not him.

Last summer, he wrote, “People like us are going to go to hell, according to Christians.” He lists several reasons why. Reason number seven is bluntly stated, “I’m bisexual.” In other postings, Murray wrote, “… I can never get a female date. I am at least able to get some male action.”

And later, he wrote about confronting his mother about his bisexuality. (Read More)

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